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looking for a new disguise

by dreamingofmars

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1.
In the back of my mind, just know that im making all of it up this time I took the highroad, crashed and burned, look further youll find Maybe i just some time to breathe Maybe i just need some space to think Maybe i just need to realize No escape need a new disguise Hide my face and fall into the background Think ill mind Ijust need some time New disguise i need a new disguise Look at me now, instrospection is amazing Got the stage, the worlds ready for the taking Ha no, all the music let it go You aint rich and pretty, yeah And you know that you wont blow Guess its my fault Always looking down Falling till life skids to a halt Guess its my fault Comedy to tragedy Take it with grains of salt Look at me now, i just need someone to se the real me Look at me now, i just need something that can complete me Look at me now, i just need someone to se the real me Look at me now, i just need something that can complete me Look at me now Look at me now, i just need something that can complete me
2.
limbo 02:10
I would wait, Just say youd go away I pray and pray for better days Take all the words that you say to heart Got new friends,try to tear me apart Am i just what is needed? Leaving me scarred, this way i keep bleeding Depression hits slow when i go to sleep Life is hazy all day, think the same next week Got the pain in my heart that i know i dont need But the loss in my mind doesnt help, i cant sleep again symbols in my head, just say Am i even gonna wake Am i even gonna wake Ill fall down Ill fall down My Emotions dont hurt, hell theyre just a symptom Distract myself with work, makes me part of the system Multiply issues, say i couldnt see them Call my mom, shit, she dont know what hit them Make me want to cry cause i know you wont change Make me lose my mind, wandering through space Make me comprimise since i know you wont change I know you wont change I know you wont change Make me want to cry cause i know you wont stay Make me lose my mind, wandering through space Make me comprimise since i know you wont change I know you wont change I know you wont change
3.
I dont know where im supposed to go, A beach sounds nice with the morning glow Surrounding me, Get this outta me I dont need the pain Someone help me please Weaponize the words that you say bout my shit maybe Double edge sword, look further you might make me Switch up on you, like you just did Pictures in my head, got you out of it You cut me out the frame, you just a waste of time Didnt have the heart to hit my fucking line Guess i never really mattered So i guess thats fine I guess thats fine I just need someone to listen, i think about it how I made it past eighteen, but know i never made it out I got problems that i wish i didnt see I got problems guess theyre all on me Weaponize the words that i say to myself daily Lethal depression keeping records on shelves lately Everyone talking about money i domt make, please Shut the fuck up, throw my life in the trash, well thats crazy
4.
[dreamingofmars] Watch me fall asleep until your dying days Chills began to grab the things i cant explain I want you out my head, still praying your okay I cant keep crying on the ground, the surface of your grave I just need some space to breathe Claustrophobic with the words, got them buried underneath, yeah Reap consequences that i see My worlds got problems, yeah, but why they all just start with me ah All alone when the game ends Scoring nothing got me spiraling Convert the field, stages sold out Why are my dreams getting so loud Watch me fall asleep until your dying days Chills began to freeze all the things i cant explain I want you out my head, still praying your okay Crying on the ground, the surface of your grave Watch me fall asleep without you, what you know For a moment, i cant seem to let you go I cant call my friends dying in the snow Death and angels saying thats its time for me to go Give it up, you know you wanna leave this place behind Fall to me ill catch you and know that i will be your guide Fuck the world and they say about me Take a dive, watch me falling as I feel complete New me filling up the background And i know it was my time by now Talk too much, shut fuck up, im done Look you in the eye when the time is up Bell rings indiscriminately Victory will never feel the same with ease [f0rever n0thing] All this time now Falling by the way side All this time now Fading into nothing Gave it all up and You cant even wait ah I dont got it but you claim you got something ah Woah So give it all And i dont know And thats the problem Switch it up , change the game I dont care this shits within my range Musics a joke, cuz you know
5.
No one wins the game No one wins the game Everyones crying dont be ashamed Everyone No one wins the game, yeah No one wins the game, yeah You just run You just run You just run You just run I dont need to rid myself of all of the pain Media is tearing stories right out of the page And onto the screen And its all on you and its all on me Its all on me Maybe dance alone and watch the moonlight fall Spirits saying you will destroy us all Dont need anyone to say its all on me Its up to you, i guess its up to us Its up to us i guess its up to us Up to us I guess its up to
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no escape 02:15
Call me if you wanna talk Ill help you figure it out Ideas flood my mind While ypu scream and shout When i needed you most You put me up on a shelf Gave me a new post Watching from my own hell I dont know what to do Or what to say When i needed you most You pushed me away Fold your cards Switch the frame Put my heart In a case In a moment, ive moved about a mile away Staring at projections, through a purple haze All my days, thing got worse, got to move on Still there no escape gotta sing songs I thought its coping, i guess I aint feeling depressed, it completes me I knew you well I have stories to tell I know to say fairwell And im dragging down my personal hell Theres no e- Theres no e- Theres no escape from you Theres no e- Theres no e- Theres no escape from you Theres no e- Theres no e- Theres no escape from you Theres no e- Theres no e- Theres no escape from you No escape from myself No escape from my mental health I guess this is me No escape from myself No escape from my mental health I guess
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This long-awaited album from dreamingofmars is finally out and ready for you to jam and/or mellow out to! An album so genuine and from-the-heart, it deserved TWO pre-release singles. Mars is a hyperpop singer-songwriter who's dropped a bunch of neato projects on various streaming sites; this is his second full-length, following the extended "THINGS WILL GET BETTER", and is an incredibly realized work.

A concept piece framed around an engrossing storyline that unfolds over the seven tracks contained, this release juxtaposes infectious beats with personal vocals and lyricism. KILLMEORSTFU and f0rever n0thing pitch in at points to add to the experience. Just fifteen minutes is plenty of time for Mars to get you invested in his story. There's many moods and facets of this album-- this auditory adventure will leave you speechless!

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p.s.: You can expect a CD run of this album too! :D

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released June 14, 2023

music by dreamingofmars = soundcloud.com/dreamingofmars

track 3 produced by KILLMEORSTFU = soundcloud.com/killmeorstfu

track 4 features f0rever n0thing = open.spotify.com/artist/2yYFFpVByG0jUfgoDghP11?si=RK6nAdk3S4WpLZhyHu4njA

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