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In the back of my mind, just know that im making all of it up this time
I took the highroad, crashed and burned, look further youll find
Maybe i just some time to breathe
Maybe i just need some space to think
Maybe i just need to realize
No escape need a new disguise
Hide my face and fall into the background
Think ill mind
Ijust need some time
New disguise i need a new disguise
Look at me now, instrospection is amazing
Got the stage, the worlds ready for the taking
Ha no, all the music let it go
You aint rich and pretty, yeah
And you know that you wont blow
Guess its my fault
Always looking down
Falling till life skids to a halt
Guess its my fault
Comedy to tragedy
Take it with grains of salt
Look at me now, i just need someone to se the real me
Look at me now, i just need something that can complete me
Look at me now, i just need someone to se the real me
Look at me now, i just need something that can complete me
Look at me now
Look at me now, i just need something that can complete me
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limbo
02:10
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I would wait, Just say youd go away
I pray and pray for better days
Take all the words that you say to heart
Got new friends,try to tear me apart
Am i just what is needed?
Leaving me scarred, this way i keep bleeding
Depression hits slow when i go to sleep
Life is hazy all day, think the same next week
Got the pain in my heart that i know i dont need
But the loss in my mind doesnt help, i cant sleep
again
symbols in my head, just say
Am i even gonna wake
Am i even gonna wake
Ill fall down
Ill fall down
My Emotions dont hurt, hell theyre just a symptom
Distract myself with work, makes me part of the system
Multiply issues, say i couldnt see them
Call my mom, shit, she dont know what hit them
Make me want to cry cause i know you wont change
Make me lose my mind, wandering through space
Make me comprimise since i know you wont change
I know you wont change
I know you wont change
Make me want to cry cause i know you wont stay
Make me lose my mind, wandering through space
Make me comprimise since i know you wont change
I know you wont change
I know you wont change
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I dont know where im supposed to go,
A beach sounds nice with the morning glow
Surrounding me, Get this outta me
I dont need the pain
Someone help me please
Weaponize the words that you say bout my shit maybe
Double edge sword, look further you might make me
Switch up on you, like you just did
Pictures in my head, got you out of it
You cut me out the frame, you just a waste of time
Didnt have the heart to hit my fucking line
Guess i never really mattered
So i guess thats fine
I guess thats fine
I just need someone to listen, i think about it how
I made it past eighteen, but know i never made it out
I got problems that i wish i didnt see
I got problems guess theyre all on me
Weaponize the words that i say to myself daily
Lethal depression keeping records on shelves lately
Everyone talking about money i domt make, please
Shut the fuck up, throw my life in the trash, well thats crazy
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[dreamingofmars]
Watch me fall asleep until your dying days
Chills began to grab the things i cant explain
I want you out my head, still praying your okay
I cant keep crying on the ground, the surface of your grave
I just need some space to breathe
Claustrophobic with the words, got them buried underneath, yeah
Reap consequences that i see
My worlds got problems, yeah, but why they all just start with me ah
All alone when the game ends
Scoring nothing got me spiraling
Convert the field, stages sold out
Why are my dreams getting so loud
Watch me fall asleep until your dying days
Chills began to freeze all the things i cant explain
I want you out my head, still praying your okay
Crying on the ground, the surface of your grave
Watch me fall asleep without you, what you know
For a moment, i cant seem to let you go
I cant call my friends dying in the snow
Death and angels saying thats its time for me to go
Give it up, you know you wanna leave this place behind
Fall to me ill catch you and know that i will be your guide
Fuck the world and they say about me
Take a dive, watch me falling as I feel complete
New me filling up the background
And i know it was my time by now
Talk too much, shut fuck up, im done
Look you in the eye when the time is up
Bell rings indiscriminately
Victory will never feel the same with ease
[f0rever n0thing]
All this time now
Falling by the way side
All this time now
Fading into nothing
Gave it all up and
You cant even wait ah
I dont got it but you claim you got something ah
Woah
So give it all
And i dont know
And thats the problem
Switch it up , change the game
I dont care this shits within my range
Musics a joke, cuz you know
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highroad (interlude)
01:51
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No one wins the game
No one wins the game
Everyones crying dont be ashamed
Everyone
No one wins the game, yeah
No one wins the game, yeah
You just run
You just run
You just run
You just run
I dont need to rid myself of all of the pain
Media is tearing stories right out of the page
And onto the screen
And its all on you and its all on me
Its all on me
Maybe dance alone and watch the moonlight fall
Spirits saying you will destroy us all
Dont need anyone to say its all on me
Its up to you, i guess its up to us
Its up to us
i guess its up to us
Up to us
I guess its up to
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6. |
no escape
02:15
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Call me if you wanna talk
Ill help you figure it out
Ideas flood my mind
While ypu scream and shout
When i needed you most
You put me up on a shelf
Gave me a new post
Watching from my own hell
I dont know what to do
Or what to say
When i needed you most
You pushed me away
Fold your cards
Switch the frame
Put my heart
In a case
In a moment, ive moved about a mile away
Staring at projections, through a purple haze
All my days, thing got worse, got to move on
Still there no escape gotta sing songs
I thought its coping, i guess
I aint feeling depressed, it completes me
I knew you well
I have stories to tell
I know to say fairwell
And im dragging down my personal hell
Theres no e-
Theres no e-
Theres no escape from you
Theres no e-
Theres no e-
Theres no escape from you
Theres no e-
Theres no e-
Theres no escape from you
Theres no e-
Theres no e-
Theres no escape from you
No escape from myself
No escape from my mental health
I guess this is me
No escape from myself
No escape from my mental health
I guess
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7. |
comedy / tragedy
02:00
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